Kim Possible Porn Story: Heaven in Hell Chapter 6

Heaven in Hell

The Truth

She had been forced to bear with it for long enough, so much that it became literally painful with the way it affected her daily routine. She didnt want to suppress this feeling any longer, because not only did it make her prejudiced, but also made her feel like a coward. To admit the feeling itself had already been too much, since three years ago she would never ever think of loving her. But the feelings were there, present and constant, palpitating with every beat of her heart, and she learned the hard way one simply cant choose who to fall in love with. It wasnt much of a comfort, but she decided being a crushing idiot was better than being a coward in denial.

So she made her resolution: She would face it she would face her

She just never thought things could go so wrong.

Her mother, her mother! Not Kims mom or any other member of the redheads family. HER mother had to be the witness of her declaration of love. Oh, Agni had felt embarrassed before, but never like this. She could feel her skin tone changing due to the blood running up to her checks, she could even feel the drops of sweat tickling down the sides of her head. Why, oh goodness, why the fuck did her mother just have to be there!?

Time seemed to stop at the redheads entryway, as if the last kiss had put a stop in the flow of events. Neither the mother, nor the daughter, nor the love interest for both of them seemed to dare to break the silence. Kims mind was a blank, still unsure if the last kiss had been real or no, darn, she wasnt dreaming and she knew it. But that meant was it real!? It just-!

Agni Shego suddenly spoke, causing the other two to jump and look at her in terror as if she was about to kill them. You like Kim?

She hadnt thought the words, they just came out without thinking and they paralyzed the youngest girl present as though Shego had spilled liquid nitrogen over her. Kim started to look back and forth between mother and daughter and eventually settled for the later; realizing she was just as eager as Shego probably was to find the answer.

To say that Agnis mind was a mess right then would have been an understatement. Would someone ask for her name, she probably would not be able to answer properly. She had been ready to reveal her feelings to Kim, but only to Kim. Not to anyone else for forever if it was up to her! And especially not to her own mother, for crying out loud!

She just wanted to get the hell out of there as if her life depended on it, but her pride was present in the back of her mind reminding her she was not a coward, so running away was not an option. Unfortunately, facing her mother seemed like an out-of-reach option for her right now, so

Her entire body jolted when she felt a hand pressing on her shoulder, and she instantly looked at the green eyes of said hands owner. The same girl who had shamelessly tried to order her around when they first met but couldnt, the hero who helped her when she least deserved it, the lady she even dared to insult and talk down to, the woman who had changed her life for the best and the better, the teen she once despised and thought of as a pest and an obstacle for her happiness and now, the person of whom merely thinking about just brought her joy: Kim Possible.

That alone gave her what she needed to do just as necessary. She looked down for a moment and took a deep breath, without even realizing her hand had subconsciously gone to hold Kims, and once she felt composed enough like to at least talk without sputtering the words, she looked up at Shego once again.

I do

Now it was Shegos turn to find herself speechless, and for Agni to wait for an answer which she didnt know whether she wanted to hear or not. Would her mother disapprove of her feelings? She just didnt know what she would do.

Shegos answer, however, came faster than her daughters. She simply closed her eyes and returned a neutral expression. Okay, She said while nodding and then turned around, walked toward a bag laying on the side of the stairs that contained her battle-stuff and cat-suit (she had changed to some clothes that Kim lent her after the shower, though they were actually Annes,) and walked toward the entrance. Kim and Agni just moved aside from the door to let her pass.

See you at home The ex-villain said to her daughter before closing the door behind her, leaving the other two alone and together.

Alone and together. Those two words resonated in Kims mind, remembering there was no one else at home. Just her and Agni.

Agni.

Shegos daughter.

Agni.

Her exs daughter.

Agni! Agni Svetlana Drago! THE Agni, goddammit!!!

No use, Her mind replied to herself. Regardless of how much she tried, some part of her brain just refused to acknowledge that the girl standing beside her right then, right there, right now had just told her she loved her. It just didnt-make-sense!

I Agni started and then she realized she was still holding Kims hand, even though she hadnt even noticed when she had done such thing to begin her. That discovery alone cut her off and left her mute again.

Lets go to the kitchen, Kim said, simply but imperatively, which surprised the pale teen, who herself simply nodded, a bit amazing that the redhead seemed to be actually taking this calmly

She didnt know just how mistaken she was, though. But she began to get a hint of it when the older girl headed to the cabinets and told her to take a seat. Agni didnt like being ordered around, but darn, Was it that she felt she should be docile? Or maybe because shed practically invited herself into the house? Or was it simply because it was Kim? She sighed. One way or another, she decided it was best to just behave and wait.

She tried to stay calm while waiting (the anxiety was eating her from inside, though), but anything she managed went to hell and beyond when Kim laid down in front of her a glass of chocolate milk!?

H-how?!

Kim sat in the other side of the corner table, holding a similar glass in front of her. Agni stared in wonder at her, but the redhead seemed to be lost in thoughts. Her first words, ironically, seemed to read the green teens mind

Uhm how should I start this? but not in a convenient way.

I dunno Agni replied, almost feeling she should add Sorry at the end, but didnt.

You are serious, right?

Kimberly practically wanted to smack herself for asking that. The declaration, the kiss, to confirm it in front of her own mother! Of course Agni was being serious!

Unfortunately Agni didnt seem to have noticed that moment of reflection in the older woman and so the question did strike her. So annoyingly clueless

I-Im sorry, I shouldnt have said that, Kim apologized, and then sought the first thing to say to lighten up the situation. But you know I actually feel flattered

Kim was giggling, and Agni felt like chuckling. Yet so goddamn kind and sweet.

She looked at the glass in front of her, wondering just how in the world Kim knew about this being her favourite drink, and took a sip from it, which just had to be instantly followed by a much longer drink.

Delicious!

Stunned she brought the glass, now half-empty, back to the table, and looked back at the woman she fell in love with.

No wonder why She thought, her grip around the glass tightening. Everything about her just

Can I ask you just how? Why? Kim inquired. She really needed to find a way to comprehend this.

Agni looked down. Deep inside, she knew she couldnt blame the redhead for finding it hard to believe. She didnt like the idea of having to explain it, but she was prepared for it.

You dont have to if you dont want to! Kim suddenly added. She knew Agni was really not the easiest person to deal with, and trying to get answer from her sometimes seemed like it would need a torture session, although maybe even that wouldnt be enough. Then again, Kim remembered having managed to gain her exs daughters trust before, not by being strong enough to break her defenses, but instead, soft enough to go through without harassing them. But if you could, I would really appreciate it

She looked carefully at the younger girl. Was she almost smiling?

I told you already Agni replied, taking another sip from her glass.

What? Did I miss something? Kim couldnt help but to wonder Just when did she tell me anything? Was the shock that big enough to leave me deaf during such a critical moment?

Its all your fault, The teen finally added, repeating what she had said right before kissing her and clearing the redheads doubt, while planting new ones.

Okay, thats going to need some explaining, She thought, while wondering just how she should solicit it.

You you just Agni started. It seemed that, surprisingly, Kim wouldnt have to ask for it. You just had to be so freaking nice to me!

Kim sighed. Maybe she actually would have to?

First time I met you I can honestly say I didnt like you. Partly because, well you just wouldnt help me the way I wanted, and partly because I just kept comparing you to my mother, and as far as I was concerned, the enemy of my mother was my own enemy as well, she paused, thinking about where to follow, And for that, I mistreated you, I insulted you, I even attacked you, above everything, all because you were just doing what you thought was right in things you werent even involved in, but I had dragged you into. Another pause, not for thinking, but for sighing this time But yet, even though I was just being so nasty toward you you did more for me than anyone had ever done

In her mind, Kim nodded, remembering well what Agni was referring to, since it had probably been one of her biggest sitches ever. Learning that Shego had a daughter almost three years ago had beaten any previous revelation for Kim, and that was just the beginning of a series of twists and further revelations the teenager never expected to face. But the point was that Agnis life had been unbearable for her for many years, having had no contact with her mother except for those monthly letters theyd sent each other, living with a family she didnt like and attending a school she hated. Agni had searched for Shego in desperation, hoping to change her life for the better, and Kim had been her only way through it, but Kim had ended up being far more than that.

Agnis plans, made when she was just twelve years old, had backfired in many ways, and Kim was the one to make the new, backup plans to solve and change Agnis life, not to mention save her life from a nightmare from her past that had come back for her. Things became a nightmare once again, like eight years before that (eleven from nowadays), but going through it was definitely worth it, as she had her current, better life to remind herself of.

Yet, as grateful as she was with her mother, Agni had to admit to herself that Shego had done only everything she could, which surely meant a lot, but even so, it paled in comparison to Kim, who had done the impossible and more to help her.

You didnt even have to, but you did, Agni followed You faced me, my mother and my grandmothers just to actually help me. You welcomed me into your home as if it was my own, and you actually DID make me feel at home! You treated me like a friend, watched over me even when I was practically a total stranger to you. I wouldnt give a shit about everything you were, everything you are, even though you actually CAN do anything. And yet you did so much for me

The pale-green girl sighed, realizing her voice was starting to sound embarrassing. She was already surprised that she could tell her so much without feeling -well- that ashamed of herself. But somehow, Kim just made her feel at ease, as if no, not if. She knew Kim would not laugh at her nor do anything that could make her feel uncomfortable. That was Kim Possible, the woman she loved.

She drank the rest of her glass, savoring every drop of it to contrast the fear growing inside of her.

She hated it she hated this feeling because she knew that she used to hate Kim, and even if hate was a very strong word, she mistreated her more than enough to deserve anything but everything she got from her. And here she was, for once, actually asking something from the girl, and she knew she had absolutely no right to deserve that.

Thinking on it again, she didnt hate her feelings.

She feared them.

Agni Kim called, drawing the younger girls attention Im really, really flattered, but Agnis heart skipped a beat. Thats just who I am

The ex-thiefs daughter could even feel the blood flow beginning to circulate again, after the shock she got from thinking she was just about to get rejected. She even wanted to kick the older woman under the table for that. But as much of a relief it was to have been wrong, it really didnt calm her down because it still didnt mean she wasnt going to get rejected. And having just gotten a taste of it, she was now terrified of the idea of Kim not returning her feeling. The pain was just much greater than she imagined.

I love her that much? Agni thought before replying, Exactly, thats exactly how you are! So unbearably kind, so unbelievably selfless and so freaking hot!

You think Im hot!? Kim asked without even thinking.

Youre a redhead! The teen growled and blushed. The following words, said without looking directly at her, were barely above a whisper, Im weak for redheads

Kim sighed. Like mother, like daughter!

Why? Agni asked facing the redhead, her voice sounding shamefully pleading, but she didnt mind at that point, Just why the hell did you have to be so kind to the point of making me fall in love with you!?

Kim gulped. The face Agni was showing her was nothing she ever faced before. Eyes half closed and begging for an answer, and her checks blushing and Kim felt herself blushing.

I And that was the only word she could say straight into the younger girls face. She just had to turn her head and take a deep breath. How am I supposed to answer that? She felt like shaking her head, feeling stupid for asking herself that, but remained still. Who am I fooling!? I know how she wants me to answer!

She stared back at Agnis eyes.

She wants a Yes or a No

For the umpteenth time that afternoon Kim felt disappointed in herself. She knew that the meaning of her motto was not that she could literally do anything as if she were some kind of goddess. Of course, there was more from her words than simply words, but sometimes she honestly wished it all was as literally and simply as some people thought it was and she made it seem.

This time, however, there was something she could not do.

Agni She called determined, grabbing the younger girls hand and then Agni stood up Agni? and walked away from the kitchen as quickly as she could without running. Agni!

Kim stood up and followed her. What the hells she doing now!? She found the pale teen opening her houses entrance door. Agni, wait!

Im sorry! She practically screamed, trying to talk faster than ever even when he mind just couldnt work right because of the nervousness, I shouldnt have come, it was stupid, I-I am-AGH! GOODBYE!!

The ex-villains daughter smashed the door closed and Kim quickly followed. Agni, wait! Just to see the teen getting away as fast as her legs could dash, Dont run away!!

Agni stooped.

Dont run away She repeated to herself Dont you dare run away, you idiot!

But she couldnt turn around yet. She still wanted to get away from there ASAP, and a part of her mind was repeating that over and over to her while asking what she was waiting for. She knew what part of her mind that was, though.

It was her fear, the fear of rejection. She hadnt thought much about it, partly because she always thought she could handle a rejection and partly because she used to think she had a chance with Kim, but both things had changed in her mind during the run of this afternoon.

She was terrified by the idea of rejection especially now that her hopes had dropped so much. Just just why did she think she had a chance with Kim?! Had she thought that Kim was so good that she would accept going out with her before breaking her heart!? Yeah, she probably had unconsciously thought that. Idiot!

But if she didnt run away she was sure of what she would have to face, and that only made her want to run away even more. But she also was sure she could not forgive herself if she did. So one way or the other, she was fucked up. Great job, you idiot!!

She knew the drill, though. She wasnt a coward, and it was Kim who taught her that. She could fear as much as she wanted and should, but what would define her was whether she followed her fear or not. Im not a coward!

So she turned around and walked toward the love of her life like a person marching toward the gallows.

This is it She told herself once she reached Kim and looked up at her again, ready for the answer.

The answer Kim was unsure about again! Damn it! She almost regretted having spoken. Letting Agni go would have been easier, FAReasier than this! But she noticed Agni was trembling. This is meaning a lot to her, and yet Agni had pulled off that much courage to get this far. She deserved Kim to at least do the same, even though she knew this wasnt going to be easy for either of them, but

Agni Im going to be honest with you.

Between ten and twenty blocks away, there was an entire apartment that, without anyone knowing, was in as much danger as if there was a bomb planted in it, because frankly, there was indeed a human-shaped, green-skinned and female bomb that was calling on all of her restraint to keep herself from exploding and possibility killing half and more of the building inhabitant, if not all of them.

After realizing pacing around just wouldnt do, Shego went to the kitchen and opened one of the drawers, removing a fake end of it she had found necessary to keep her daughter unaware of her small stash of alcoholic beverages she kept in the house. She didnt remember the last time she had drank something as strong as this, but the situation definitely called for it.

She reached out for another drawer, the one where she kept the glasses, and broke the first one she grabbed because of how nervous she was. Ignoring it or she would get even more anxious, she picked another and, doing her best to act calmly, she poured the drink into the transparent vessel, laughing slightly as she remembered her daughters words.

Long hair

She felt like an idiot.

Round butt

Transferring the liquor into the glass was turning out harder than expected.

Kind and sweet

Once she finally managed to, she left the bottle aside, quickly picked up her drink

Keeps her friend in her mind and her heart

and gulped it down instantly, throwing the glass around with all of her might right after.

WHY the FUCK didnt I realize EARLIER!?

It was so unthinkable yet SO fitting that it seemed obvious! The idea would just never dare cross the retired thiefs mind because, hell, Agni was her daughter! Her own daughter who was now in love with no one else but her very ex-girlfriend, damn it! Agni had fallen for a redhead Shego made scream out loud in God-only-knows how many nights of passion! The first woman she fell in love with. Fucking hell, the first person Shego ever loved: Kim Possible!! Now also her freaking own daughters goddamned first love!! FUCK!!!

I need a shower, She told herself. A shower would do her good, it usually did. Itd better do her good, the back of her mind told her, or many lives would pay.

She did her best to avoid thinking about the whole ordeal once she was under the burning hot water. She knew the image of the two of them together wouldnt seem so wrong in her head if only she hadnt given birth to one of them or dated, kissed and fucked-the-brain-out of the other. But the combination just made it all SO wrong in her mind

But as much as she tried to, it was futile. She had already seen, as much as she regretted, her daughter and ex kissing, and the image was engraved in her eyes, giving her wonders, asking her questions. Agni kissed Kim, Agni liked Kim Agni also wanted to date Kim, right? Her daughter probably even wanted to to someday, eventually with K-Kimmie, Agni would want to, to AAAACK!! Oh, GOD! Thanks for the mental image!!

It didnt help at all knowing she actually encouraged her daughter towards this! Only because Agni never told her who it was, though, but damn sure she could see why she wouldnt! Heck, she wished she didnt know! No wonder people say ignorance is bliss

How is Kimmie taking all this? She thought for a moment, and that seemed to calm her down somewhat. It actually only changed the stress for tension, though. She remembered how stunned Princess looked, and the conversation she had with her daughter just yesterday made it ironically obvious that this was all new for the redhead as well. How long has Agni been keeping these feelings, anyway?

This also brought another question. Would Pumpkin return the feelings? The most likely answer was no. What wasnt likely, Shego noticed, was that she actually didnt want that either. What what would Agni do if Kimmie rejected her? Damn it. As sick and wrong the idea of both of them together seemed right now, Shego thought she might actually prefer that to this other option. Just how deep in love her child was, anyway?

Why did she need to ask, anyway? She saw it in Agnis eyes, and thats why she was so worried.

Damn it, Agni damn it, Pumpkin, She thought as she finished her shower.

She realized she couldnt blame anyone. Not Agni for falling for Kimmie, nor Kimmie for whatever her answer was going to be, especially if that answer was negative, since she was probably as shocked as herself right now. She didnt even know what she could or should wish for out of all this, other than hoping that her daughter would be alright in the end.

And just when she thought she had it all down, her anxiousness returned with multiplied strength once she stepped out of the bathroom to find her daughter sitting on the couch and watching TV.

Agni!? She exclaimed without thinking.

Oh, hi mom Her daughter replied as if nothing weird had happened in the last 24 hours and just returned to watch whatever Anime was going on.

It certainly stunned the mother, who fled from there almost instantly. Logic would have told her to go to her room since she was still just wearing a tower around her body, but she was so out of it that she ended up going to the kitchen and stepping over one of the tiny pieces of the glass she threw before. It sure hurt, but the pain lost her attention once she noticed the kitchen was just as she left it, with two broken glasses and the secret bottle still there. Agni had apparently not come to the kitchen yet and she was grateful for that.

She took care of everything and then went to her room to put some clothes on. The distraction helped to slightly ease her mind and once she had it all done she thought she might ask her daughter the question.

So She called after sitting in the other extreme of couch and sharing around ten minutes of silence with her How did it go?

For a minute Agni acted as if her mother had never said anything or simply wasnt there to begin with and kept her focus on, Adolescence of Utena. The fact that the animated movie was about the romance between two girls made Shego realize she probably should have paid more attention to her childs tastes.

She Her daughter finally replied, sending a shiver down the pale womans spine Kim told me she needed some time to think about it

A/N: Please review. Jesus would review. Think about that. ;-)